[Caleb knows he is whining in a way because it can't be changed, even if he finds his way back to Ipswich.]

We were raised from when we were young being told we would have these powers but couldn't use them, how they would kill us. I wanted them but at the same time, I hated them. We lost a lot because of them, but I just played along and didn't try and find other ways around it.

[There's a lot more to it, details about what they hadn't done and what they should have done.]

Because of it I never looked deep into our history. Because of it another of us ended up with no help, and addicted. We could have changed a lot if we hadn't just accepted things as they were.

Why I'm glad so many here don't. We fight against the system, look into it all and we're here for one another.