i had like, mixed feelings about it. cause like back home it would always be a thing, but it'd be a fancy hawthorne thing that i'd dread the older i got
so then i'd start sneaking out and celebrating with friends, sneaking into bars & clubs with fake IDs and getting hammered
but here? i didn't celebrate last year this year idk
i used to want to stay here forever. part of me still kind of does because i want to hold onto everyone who matters to me here but i don't want to be HERE anymore the longer we're trapped the longer i'm just fucking chafing
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so then i'd start sneaking out and celebrating with friends, sneaking into bars & clubs with fake IDs and getting hammered
but here? i didn't celebrate last year
this year idk
i used to want to stay here forever.
part of me still kind of does because i want to hold onto everyone who matters to me here
but i don't want to be HERE anymore
the longer we're trapped the longer i'm just
fucking chafing