Perhaps a bad example then, you've right to your thoughts on it. Though, if you wanted it gone, I think there's a place that does stuff like that in Insincerity.
Bane was my first god. I served him for 8.5 years. He was not kind. I know his influence has only worsened my control issues and probably instilled a number of others I've not bothered to examine.
But that's my point I guess: he's a hurt, but it's not a hurt I know how to live without. Plus, I started following him around the same time I shed my skirts and figured out who Chris was, so I really don't know if there's actually a me without him.
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don't mind me. all that dramatically to say I'm not sure picking my thoughts and fears of him out will help me any here.
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Bane was my first god. I served him for 8.5 years. He was not kind. I know his influence has only worsened my control issues and probably instilled a number of others I've not bothered to examine.
But that's my point I guess: he's a hurt, but it's not a hurt I know how to live without. Plus, I started following him around the same time I shed my skirts and figured out who Chris was, so I really don't know if there's actually a me without him.
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don't mind me. all that dramatically to say I'm not sure picking my thoughts and fears of him out will help me any here.