[His lips twitch up for that kiss, but he keeps his focus on Caleb.]

No...I want him to know it's me. When his memory comes back, I want him to at least have a flicker of thought as to what might have caused it; If I want him to know he's hurt people, he needs to know at least one.

If I can't...if it's all for nothing, then I hope he understands the idea of calling even and leaves it there. If he doesn't...well, I'll not be alone. We'll figure it then.

[He knows that answer sucks, but there's little else he can offer.]