i wanted her and i didn't want to back down and i wasn't afraid of her, in that moment besides i cursed her, i knew she wouldn't kill me. she couldn't have
it wasn't need, it was just. pure hedonism, i guess and if i'm honest that's what it is most of the time i'm not like a great person, caleb. i don't want you to think i am
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i didn't have a need, i just
i wanted her
and i didn't want to back down
and i wasn't afraid of her, in that moment
besides i cursed her, i knew she wouldn't kill me. she couldn't have
it wasn't need, it was just. pure hedonism, i guess
and if i'm honest that's what it is most of the time
i'm not like a great person, caleb. i don't want you to think i am