[He nods and lets himself be lead over towards the couch.]

I think I just need...the people who matter? I just need to touch you and hear you, let my mind know you're here again so it feels less like a fog. I don't like waking up and realizing some of the most important people in my life were absent from my mind for a month or however long.

[As soon as he can, he wraps himself up in Caleb so his back is to his boyfriend's chest.]

I don't like having to remind myself of things that feel like yesterday and too many yesterdays ago. I just...when I first woke up, there was Jacob and then Jon and now you and I just don't think I...want to go back. Even if I can, even if I've a life to go back to, this is the one I'm choosing and I want to stay.

[His breath catches, but he breathes through it. That was way more than he'd intended to say but it was out there now.]