[He takes a breath, hoping this isn't going to cause problems but he wants to be clear with Eliot from the start. He feels close to Eliot and he never wants there to be problems between them.
He leans in, returning that kiss before he rushes on, getting the words out before he stops himself. He just wants to make this right.]
I meant me doing it though I know he has others in his life. We've talked about that a bit. Like you. We've shared some very intimate moments, beyond sex. He's... He's kinda mine. Maybe? Could be?
[He winces even as he says it because this place doesn't let that be and Eliot might not like it and he doesn't want to screw this up for Francis because Eliot would be so good for him.]
Well, I think one day I might ask him to wear something for me, us.
[He sighs.]
Wow, I feel like an idiot, and like I'm in high school again, but with way more stakes.
I don't do monogamy. You know that from the bells. But some people are more important to me than others. Like loving Nate. Like how I care about you, and Francis.
I'm sure, but I need to know that isn't going to be a problem, and I'll talk to him too. I don't want him thinking I'm cutting him off from others, or that I want that. I just... Dinner. That would be good.
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[He takes a breath, hoping this isn't going to cause problems but he wants to be clear with Eliot from the start. He feels close to Eliot and he never wants there to be problems between them.
He leans in, returning that kiss before he rushes on, getting the words out before he stops himself. He just wants to make this right.]
I meant me doing it though I know he has others in his life. We've talked about that a bit. Like you. We've shared some very intimate moments, beyond sex. He's... He's kinda mine. Maybe? Could be?
[He winces even as he says it because this place doesn't let that be and Eliot might not like it and he doesn't want to screw this up for Francis because Eliot would be so good for him.]
Well, I think one day I might ask him to wear something for me, us.
[He sighs.]
Wow, I feel like an idiot, and like I'm in high school again, but with way more stakes.
I don't do monogamy. You know that from the bells. But some people are more important to me than others. Like loving Nate. Like how I care about you, and Francis.
I'm sure, but I need to know that isn't going to be a problem, and I'll talk to him too. I don't want him thinking I'm cutting him off from others, or that I want that. I just... Dinner. That would be good.