i started during the gang war fighting back, helping people, it made me feel like i had purpose again i hadn't felt that way since before i died it felt good.
Nate, it's okay. I'm not upset you didn't. The black magic though, it gave it away. It also made things clearer for me in that moment when I needed things to be clear.
I never thought about actually fighting for rights and to protect others. I always thought about doing it as a lawyer but here, that doesn't work. Maybe it's time for another way.
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everything else you do and you're a hero too.
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fighting back, helping people, it made me feel like i had purpose again
i hadn't felt that way since before i died
it felt good.
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you deserve to feel that way nate
i wonder if you know how much you've changed my life
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though
warlock helped me remember that i can care about others, and crush on others, and that I shouldn't let loss and pain keep me from that.
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Not intentionally. I just realized it.
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i mean i'm sorry for tricking you.
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you were impressive. when we fought together, i mean. you were really good.
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Thank you. I mean, I had to show off, right?
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i should've told you that night.
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Nate, it's okay. I'm not upset you didn't. The black magic though, it gave it away.
It also made things clearer for me in that moment when I needed things to be clear.
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i just thought i'd play into the shadow theme
probably a bit dramatic tbh. but at least it meant it couldn't be traced back to me.
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Your secret's safe with me, Nate. Though I may still flirt with Warlock.
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I never thought about actually fighting for rights and to protect others. I always thought about doing it as a lawyer but here, that doesn't work. Maybe it's time for another way.
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i think he'd need a name to call you when you were on the field, though.
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Though that's likely easier than a name. Suppose I'll have to figure out the right one. Just to try and fit as well as some.
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i saw you in that fight, remember. in your memory?
i think you'd be perfect.
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It still amazes me how much a year in this place has given me.
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Look around. There's gangs and sometimes monsters.
Others of us out of control sometimes.
Someone has to do it.
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