i wasn't doubting that you love me it's just. i wanted to make sure you weren't just glossing over the bad because if you were then shit could hit the fan some day and i so, so badly don't want to lose you
I've dealt with horrible things here. I've faced what it can be.
I've always been a loyal man, Nate, and whatever might happen, we will work it out. I promise you that. It's who I am.
In the time we've been together, that is the first time you've done something that truly worries me. If there had been anything else, I'm not great about holding my tongue. Just better about using force when I get upset.
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i know that.
i'm sorry
please don't ever think you aren't enough, in any sense. you are. you always have been
none of this was a reflection on you
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You've been hurt and it's left you uncertain.
I just want you to know that I've been through a lot to be with you.
I'm not giving that up easily.
This is the man I am, Nate. Maybe I love too deeply but I don't care.
As long as you don't mind.
We're both dealing with things, and this place is always an adjustment.
But I do know it's us together. Okay?
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i wasn't doubting that you love me it's just. i wanted to make sure you weren't just glossing over the bad
because if you were then shit could hit the fan some day and i so, so badly don't want to lose you
i want it to be us together
i need you.
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I've always been a loyal man, Nate, and whatever might happen, we will work it out.
I promise you that.
It's who I am.
In the time we've been together, that is the first time you've done something that truly worries me.
If there had been anything else, I'm not great about holding my tongue. Just better about using force when I get upset.
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i'll be honest with you. always
i'm sorry for worrying you
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I know it's not easy to trust me on this, but I'll prove it to you.
Whatever this place throws at us, whatever we do.
Just remember that and reread this if you need to.
Even if you make mistakes. We'll work through it.
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i can do that.
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If there's ever anything I've done that bothers or upsets you, please tell me.
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but i'll remember
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I don't want you ever coming to resent me, Nate.
We can't work it out if we don't talk about it.
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i promise i'll talk about it, on both sides.
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I love you, Nate. You opened my world and I'm thankful for that.