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i don't want you to go back to your world either. i don't want that curse to take you
and i know you left so much grief there.

i'm worried that my curse is here
i'm afraid of dying again
i almost did. if it hadn't been for that necklace from chris
that's the second time it saved me so if i hadn't got it i would've died 3 times already

i'm afraid that this place won't stop until i die again
maybe next time it won't let me come back
and the thing is i'm not even sure if that would be better or worse

Well fuck this place. We're not letting that happen.

And if that means charms and necklaces and whatever we have to do, we'll do it.
I'll wrap you in magical bubblewrap and sit on you.

Because that would be worse, Nate. It would be awful and painful and I know one day you might vanish but don't you dare go making it easy on them!

Please.

yeah
that's what i keep telling myself
don't make it easy
put more weapons on myself. more armour. make it so that it's harder next time

i haven't been out as warlock since before it happened
feel fucking stupid about it too.

i really just want someone to tell me it'll be ok even though i know it won't, but i can't let anyone know that because
well what difference is it gonna make tbh
being ok is the only thing that makes sense
but i'm not

then get me suited up like we once talked about and lets go.
Or give me a kiss and say you'll be back.

You're the one that taught me I can't be afraid of this place.
You showed me how to face their bs and the dangers and be strong.
I spent my life in fear of dying, Nate. Trust me when I tell you it's not the way to be.

Then don't be okay.
You don't have to be!
You just have to let those of us that love you help.
Let us be there for you, help you get through this.

Because you're not alone, and you never have to be okay.
You just have to be you and we'll work out the rest.

you're right.
no, i know you are
it doesn't do any good to lie under it. that's why i started doing this in the first place

and im not alone.
you come with me and i'll get back out there.

i want to get past this
don't think i don't

Then we'll get there.

Guess I need a suit the, don't I?
And maybe a means of covering up what I do, such as the telekinesis.
I have an idea on it.

i think i can handle the suit
i can spell you something like i did my own

what's your idea?

Perfect.

Kind of the idea I'm having as well. I can summon elements as much as telekinesis. You saw it with the rain and all in that memory.
I could use fog and lightning to distract from the other forms of magic I'm using. And use things like lightning as a weapon on its own.
I've only weaponized my abilities once but I've done it.

And not many here have seen the energy bursts.
In fact, other than you, I don't think there's anyone here that has.

that's a solid idea

if you wanted, we could look into tattoos that would help to conjure those things automatically, so you didn't have to think about it every time

similar to what i put on my arm for the elements, you know?

That would be perfect.
Give me whatever magic I can. You know I'm all for experimenting and learning and using all forms of magic that I have access to here.

Besides, it's your magic inked into my skin. I'm all for that.

I guess this makes me your sidekick, huh?

god, no.
my partner, though, i can do that.

I'm laughing too much at that reaction.
I like that. Being your partner in something else, something new.

Well I don't want to be anyone's Batman! Batman's a dick. Tell me I'm wrong.

Well yeah, but he's a rich guy from a rich family.
Trust me, they're all dicks. Me included.

Besides, you didn't adopt me and stopping that train of thought now.

Yeah, let's just never go there at all.

So. Partners?

Partners it is. We have been in so much already. Let's do this.

Have you a codename in mind?

Huh. Let me think.
Because I first think of sound like a pet's name.

Mistral? It's a terminology for winds and storms... and also a historic tavern/restaurant in Boston. I think Nor'Easter would be a dead giveaway it's me.

no i like mistral. it has a connection to you. it suits you.

I thought so too.

It's kinda weird, thinking about doing something that's being a superhero
But also having another way to try and help others, especially without having to worry about getting you in trouble for my mark, it means a lot to me.

oh like i care if we get i trouble for your mark. your mark's hot.

and the other thing
i saw you, remember? in your memory, fighting chase
you're going to be better at the hero thing than i am. you're built for it. i think you always were.

You're biased... but I also think its hot. More so that you added to it and made it ours.

The truth? I think I always denied that. Because I was supposed to that.
How I could fight and not just being a witch.
It didn't suit the family ideas, you know? Living as a witch and a son of Ipswich.

The freedom I have here, it's changed everything about how I see myself.
Funny that came from what amounts to a prison.

Though I don't agree I'll be better.
I think we'll have different styles though, which is good. At least I think it is.

you can be whoever you want to be
fuck anyone else's expectations. witch, son of ipswich

whatever you want. i'll be right there with you

It's why this place has been what it is to me.
What this place has given me.

You. The theatre. My freedom.
I'm going to keep being who I am. Always.

so now you'll be mistral too, huh?
another part of you to be explored.

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