[ Part of Caleb wishes they had this talk in person but then he's glad it's not. It's talking it out and the emotions, and love, and all of it can come later when Caleb isn't likely to get too sappy about this.
Because it's how he feels. All of this, having this talk and planning this, feels amazing. ]
Who we sleep with has nothing to do with who we love. And who we love has nothing to do with loving the next we choose.
One thing I've always had was the ability to love wholly, whoever I wanted to love and that hasn't changed here.
I would love to mark you with my love anytime you're willing.
As for you marking me? You can't mess it up. Not if it's coming from you, about how you feel. But if you're not ready for that, there's no pressure. Just know that for me? You can't mess it up and there's no way I could ever hate anything that shows your love for me.
[He thinks a long moment, his fingers hovering over the keys. He knows his real answer, he knows how he feels and how much it would mean to him to have that mark now that he’s thinking about it, but that isn’t all that’s in his head. He feels silly typing it out.]
Im afraid you’ll change your mind or realize I’m not that great a fit and then be stuck with this permanent mark as reminder
I wouldn't. I would still cherish what we had that made me want that mark to begin with. I love you, and I can't imagine anything making me regret that. Even if things somehow changed between us.
But I want both of us comfortable with things. If you aren't ready, I can wait for you to mark me but the offer always stands, and I'll always be happy for it to happen.
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Because it's how he feels. All of this, having this talk and planning this, feels amazing. ]
Who we sleep with has nothing to do with who we love. And who we love has nothing to do with loving the next we choose.
One thing I've always had was the ability to love wholly, whoever I wanted to love and that hasn't changed here.
I would love to mark you with my love anytime you're willing.
As for you marking me? You can't mess it up.
Not if it's coming from you, about how you feel.
But if you're not ready for that, there's no pressure.
Just know that for me? You can't mess it up and there's no way I could ever hate anything that shows your love for me.
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He feels silly typing it out.]
Im afraid you’ll change your mind or realize I’m not that great a fit and then be stuck with this permanent mark as reminder
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I love you, and I can't imagine anything making me regret that. Even if things somehow changed between us.
But I want both of us comfortable with things.
If you aren't ready, I can wait for you to mark me but the offer always stands, and I'll always be happy for it to happen.