You're still you, Nate. If you could do it a year from now, you can figure it out now.
Get with Caliban and figure out how to hold him stable as Thorn and then find the way to separate them.
Just... okay I'm going to be a dick but I'm being honest. Weigh everything you're told against what you know and get, I don't know, second opinions if you have to. I know you trust Caliban but you've also been tortured for who knows how long by a demon. I don't know how much like calls to like.
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i just don't know if that's possible
i wish i knew everything that me from a year from now knows
it's why i want to ask caliban for help. he's a demon on the same level as thorn, he'll know best what can be done.
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You're still you, Nate. If you could do it a year from now, you can figure it out now.
Get with Caliban and figure out how to hold him stable as Thorn and then find the way to separate them.
Just... okay I'm going to be a dick but I'm being honest.
Weigh everything you're told against what you know and get, I don't know, second opinions if you have to.
I know you trust Caliban but you've also been tortured for who knows how long by a demon. I don't know how much like calls to like.
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i trust caliban though, he's never done me any harm. in fact he's helped me
i know i'm focused on what i hope for, caleb. i'm not doing this alone I'm asking for help
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I don't have the skills others have, so just doing it my way.
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like i can't pretend he's not here and i can't pretend he's not thorn
if it was ineroth tricking me and pretending to be thorn it'd be different, but that's not how it is
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I'm just wanting you to be careful. For both your sakes.
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I am here for you, Nate.
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i'm sorry for how wild it's been
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Our lives are what they are. And we'll do what we can.
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caleb? i love you too
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Whatever happens, I'm here.
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