if i get hurt again especially if i die. i need you to tell john for me. i don't want him to be in the dark again
i know that he's not your friend. our circles don't much cross over. the thing is he's a volatile person. he might be cruel he might be great, too, it'd depend on what else was happening with him i think but he might say things that hurt you, and i know you'd already be going through it
you don't have to be. it isn't like i asked you before
most of my circle are in each other's circles too. he isn't, really. i just have to make sure he knows the things he should, and not arranging something before is on me not you
I can always reach out and we'll see what happens.
I am sorry for not thinking about it. Once Nick told me, or when you were in the coma. It's something I should have thought about for his sake. I would have been upset not being told if others knew. I guess I sometimes don't think outside of the theatre.
i know. the theatre seems very contained sometimes
but john, and. well caliban too, now. i'm attached to them. i would want to know if something happened to both of them. so i think they should know about me.
I can't argue that. I like it a lot of the time but I also need to learn to reach out to people more.
And this is a time when we should.
At the very least, if its needed again but beyond that. They're important to you and so I'm curious... and I'd rather know them more than to just message them if there's a problem.
Not everything is fun, but this is about taking care of everyone that matters to us. Loving someone isn't always fun, and this place makes it hard, but it is about taking care of one another.
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what's going on?
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especially if i die.
i need you to tell john for me. i don't want him to be in the dark again
i know that he's not your friend. our circles don't much cross over.
the thing is he's a volatile person. he might be cruel
he might be great, too, it'd depend on what else was happening with him i think
but he might say things that hurt you, and i know you'd already be going through it
i'm sorry to have to ask
but he deserves to know.
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I can definitely do that for you.
He can be cruel. I don't care. I can handle that.
I'm doing my best to handle things. I know others are going through so much worse.
Nate, you don't have to apologize for that. Really.
I'm sorry I didn't think of it sooner.
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most of my circle are in each other's circles too. he isn't, really. i just have to make sure he knows the things he should, and not arranging something before is on me not you
his handle's @ pyro.
thank you
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No matter what might happen.
Got it.
Here's hoping I won't have to use it for that emergency.
If you think I should reach other other than that, I'm willing.
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i'm not asking you to do that though i just want to make sure he's not left in the dark
it bothered him, not knowing.
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I am sorry for not thinking about it. Once Nick told me, or when you were in the coma. It's something I should have thought about for his sake.
I would have been upset not being told if others knew. I guess I sometimes don't think outside of the theatre.
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but john, and. well caliban too, now. i'm attached to them.
i would want to know if something happened to both of them.
so i think they should know about me.
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And this is a time when we should.
At the very least, if its needed again but beyond that.
They're important to you and so I'm curious... and I'd rather know them more than to just message them if there's a problem.
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thank you, though.
i know as far as requests go, it's not the funnest
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Loving someone isn't always fun, and this place makes it hard, but it is about taking care of one another.
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thank you.
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I love you. That will never change. If nothing else stays as it is, that will.
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i don't know where i'd be without you here, honestly.
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We are here for one another, and we'll find a way to get out of here together.
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We haven't found the right way, not that we won't find a way.
I'll keep hope enough for both of us.
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don't spoil our nice moment with snape, caleb
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We watched it one night wasted. Reid ranted about it for a year.
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i wish i could meet reid
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He would so fit in at the theatre.
I mean, they all would from home but Reid? He reminds me a lot of Nick and Oliver.