[It's an interesting thought. For the lovers and the things he's had in this place, he truly never has thought about something like this and what he thinks about what it might mean. Like how much he can take, and how good it could feel when he finds that limit.
So he arches his back slightly, pressing his hips back and offering himself more so he can find out, and see how good it can be. ]
What stops you? What's stopping you now?
[ Even as he says it, Caleb realizes how much he wants it. ]
Mark me then. Here and now. Later. Permanent if you want. I'd love it.
[ Groaning at the thought, nodding though at that ]
Promise. If I don't like it, you'll know. I might like pain, but not for the sake of it.
[Chris gives a thoughtful hum and kisses Caleb's shoulder.]
I'm sure I will...right now, want to keep eye on you.
[Mostly for any of Caleb's tells, for whether Chris needed to slow down or change what they were doing. If he's busy marking Caleb up, he might miss something.]
Good, I trust you....with you and in general. Let's do a bit more.
[He gives Caleb another kiss as he shifts the angle of his wrist to pull out his hand, pour a bit more lube on it, and then press back in now with a fourth finger. He makes the slide smooth, slow, but steady as he works his fingers in and in and all the way up to that wide set of his knuckles. His eyes stay affixed to Caleb's expression as he works his hand only up to that point in and out of his boyfriend's body slowly, but determined.]
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So he arches his back slightly, pressing his hips back and offering himself more so he can find out, and see how good it can be. ]
What stops you? What's stopping you now?
[ Even as he says it, Caleb realizes how much he wants it. ]
Mark me then. Here and now. Later. Permanent if you want. I'd love it.
[ Groaning at the thought, nodding though at that ]
Promise. If I don't like it, you'll know. I might like pain, but not for the sake of it.
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I'm sure I will...right now, want to keep eye on you.
[Mostly for any of Caleb's tells, for whether Chris needed to slow down or change what they were doing. If he's busy marking Caleb up, he might miss something.]
Good, I trust you....with you and in general. Let's do a bit more.
[He gives Caleb another kiss as he shifts the angle of his wrist to pull out his hand, pour a bit more lube on it, and then press back in now with a fourth finger. He makes the slide smooth, slow, but steady as he works his fingers in and in and all the way up to that wide set of his knuckles. His eyes stay affixed to Caleb's expression as he works his hand only up to that point in and out of his boyfriend's body slowly, but determined.]