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yeah.

okay

lets do it lets arrange everything.

after last month? i don't want parties i just want to feel like i'm not here for a minute

You know it is about whatever you need.
Or birthdays should be, I'm told.
I kinda stopped celebrating mine for the most part years ago.

Somedays here I think I'm back to wanting to acknowledge it.

So we'll great our own space.
And maybe work on making the house our sanctuary.
Because you have a place, and you've made a mark, Nate. I can name the people that would agree.

i had like, mixed feelings about it. cause like back home it would always be a thing, but it'd be a fancy hawthorne thing that i'd dread the older i got

so then i'd start sneaking out and celebrating with friends, sneaking into bars & clubs with fake IDs and getting hammered

but here? i didn't celebrate last year
this year idk

i used to want to stay here forever.
part of me still kind of does because i want to hold onto everyone who matters to me here
but i don't want to be HERE anymore
the longer we're trapped the longer i'm just
fucking chafing

I get that. The were a huge deal and a countdown and a sword hanging over our heads back home.
Then I killed a friend who was never a friend and lost my dad.
I would try celebrating with you, but there's other dates I would rather celebrate with you.

But I wish I could help you, Nate. About here, and how much its hurting you.
We'll find an answer so that you don't have to go back to Hawthorne things and you don't have to stay here.

I don't want to lose you.
I don't want to go back to a world where magic is baneful and killing me.
But we'll find a way for you. Promise.
There has to be something.

i don't want you to go back to your world either. i don't want that curse to take you
and i know you left so much grief there.

i'm worried that my curse is here
i'm afraid of dying again
i almost did. if it hadn't been for that necklace from chris
that's the second time it saved me so if i hadn't got it i would've died 3 times already

i'm afraid that this place won't stop until i die again
maybe next time it won't let me come back
and the thing is i'm not even sure if that would be better or worse

Well fuck this place. We're not letting that happen.

And if that means charms and necklaces and whatever we have to do, we'll do it.
I'll wrap you in magical bubblewrap and sit on you.

Because that would be worse, Nate. It would be awful and painful and I know one day you might vanish but don't you dare go making it easy on them!

Please.

yeah
that's what i keep telling myself
don't make it easy
put more weapons on myself. more armour. make it so that it's harder next time

i haven't been out as warlock since before it happened
feel fucking stupid about it too.

i really just want someone to tell me it'll be ok even though i know it won't, but i can't let anyone know that because
well what difference is it gonna make tbh
being ok is the only thing that makes sense
but i'm not

then get me suited up like we once talked about and lets go.
Or give me a kiss and say you'll be back.

You're the one that taught me I can't be afraid of this place.
You showed me how to face their bs and the dangers and be strong.
I spent my life in fear of dying, Nate. Trust me when I tell you it's not the way to be.

Then don't be okay.
You don't have to be!
You just have to let those of us that love you help.
Let us be there for you, help you get through this.

Because you're not alone, and you never have to be okay.
You just have to be you and we'll work out the rest.

you're right.
no, i know you are
it doesn't do any good to lie under it. that's why i started doing this in the first place

and im not alone.
you come with me and i'll get back out there.

i want to get past this
don't think i don't

Then we'll get there.

Guess I need a suit the, don't I?
And maybe a means of covering up what I do, such as the telekinesis.
I have an idea on it.

i think i can handle the suit
i can spell you something like i did my own

what's your idea?

Perfect.

Kind of the idea I'm having as well. I can summon elements as much as telekinesis. You saw it with the rain and all in that memory.
I could use fog and lightning to distract from the other forms of magic I'm using. And use things like lightning as a weapon on its own.
I've only weaponized my abilities once but I've done it.

And not many here have seen the energy bursts.
In fact, other than you, I don't think there's anyone here that has.

that's a solid idea

if you wanted, we could look into tattoos that would help to conjure those things automatically, so you didn't have to think about it every time

similar to what i put on my arm for the elements, you know?

That would be perfect.
Give me whatever magic I can. You know I'm all for experimenting and learning and using all forms of magic that I have access to here.

Besides, it's your magic inked into my skin. I'm all for that.

I guess this makes me your sidekick, huh?

god, no.
my partner, though, i can do that.

I'm laughing too much at that reaction.
I like that. Being your partner in something else, something new.

Well I don't want to be anyone's Batman! Batman's a dick. Tell me I'm wrong.

Well yeah, but he's a rich guy from a rich family.
Trust me, they're all dicks. Me included.

Besides, you didn't adopt me and stopping that train of thought now.

Yeah, let's just never go there at all.

So. Partners?

Partners it is. We have been in so much already. Let's do this.

Have you a codename in mind?

Huh. Let me think.
Because I first think of sound like a pet's name.

Mistral? It's a terminology for winds and storms... and also a historic tavern/restaurant in Boston. I think Nor'Easter would be a dead giveaway it's me.

no i like mistral. it has a connection to you. it suits you.

I thought so too.

It's kinda weird, thinking about doing something that's being a superhero
But also having another way to try and help others, especially without having to worry about getting you in trouble for my mark, it means a lot to me.

oh like i care if we get i trouble for your mark. your mark's hot.

and the other thing
i saw you, remember? in your memory, fighting chase
you're going to be better at the hero thing than i am. you're built for it. i think you always were.

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