It sounds like you've been through a great deal. I understand how it feels to be powerless to stop someone you love from making grave mistakes. It is the kind of inaction that weighs on a person.
You can't. We try. You think you can handle it, not give in, but it's hard. It's so hard.
And then you start aging.
One of ours had been lost and when we found him again it was because he'd come to kill us for more power because he had no control and had been driven mad by it.
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It sounds like you've been through a great deal. I understand how it feels to be powerless to stop someone you love from making grave mistakes. It is the kind of inaction that weighs on a person.
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They're adults now and it's their lives. Doesn't make it easier though.
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It's like going from zero to a thousand miles per hour in the course of a lightning strike.
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And then you start aging.
One of ours had been lost and when we found him again it was because he'd come to kill us for more power because he had no control and had been driven mad by it.
It's part of why I like it here.
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If I use too much it tires me out and has even knocked me out but it's not using me up to power it.
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