oh! i did meet him. he came to see me too. wanted to help me get through it all. you're right. he is.
i was having visions of your arm being ripped off and...
[ And he's suddenly remembering something else. ]
nate, i want to ask you a question but i understand if you don't want to answer this. do you remember me talking to you about my crush? on that guy that saved me from the gangs?
i started during the gang war fighting back, helping people, it made me feel like i had purpose again i hadn't felt that way since before i died it felt good.
Nate, it's okay. I'm not upset you didn't. The black magic though, it gave it away. It also made things clearer for me in that moment when I needed things to be clear.
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i guess i should get on that.
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he's not a dominant but i do think you would like him. his name's jaskier
he's a singer
he came to visit me, he's really kind
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he came to see me too. wanted to help me get through it all.
you're right. he is.
i was having visions of your arm being ripped off and...
[ And he's suddenly remembering something else. ]
nate, i want to ask you a question but i understand if you don't want to answer this.
do you remember me talking to you about my crush? on that guy that saved me from the gangs?
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Oh. He'd actually forgotten about that. Everything that happened in the immediate aftermath of the portals appearing is a blur to him.
But now that Caleb says it... ]
i remember
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his magic.
weird, huh?
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i should have told you. i just sort of liked being with you when you didn't know, it was exciting.
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it was exciting and to me its kind of amazing.
i was falling for him. i still am, i guess.
i'm sorry if this ruined that for you.
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i shouldn't have kept it going for so long.
i'm a caped crusader.
surprise.
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everything else you do and you're a hero too.
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fighting back, helping people, it made me feel like i had purpose again
i hadn't felt that way since before i died
it felt good.
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you deserve to feel that way nate
i wonder if you know how much you've changed my life
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though
warlock helped me remember that i can care about others, and crush on others, and that I shouldn't let loss and pain keep me from that.
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Not intentionally. I just realized it.
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i mean i'm sorry for tricking you.
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you were impressive. when we fought together, i mean. you were really good.
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Thank you. I mean, I had to show off, right?
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i should've told you that night.
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Nate, it's okay. I'm not upset you didn't. The black magic though, it gave it away.
It also made things clearer for me in that moment when I needed things to be clear.
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i just thought i'd play into the shadow theme
probably a bit dramatic tbh. but at least it meant it couldn't be traced back to me.
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