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[ipswichson]

Yeah well, he's been around long enough that I think if there were any problems, you would know it.

You trying to avoid that because of Nick?
I mean, you're talking the one that's his dominant, right?

[guylining]

wait what?

no not that doctor

i mean THE doctor, the one i want to contract with me because his dom left

[ipswichson]

OH!
My brain did not go to a name lol

He still resisting? How much more time does he have?

[guylining]

not much. bashir left shortly after me and stephen split and it's been three months since that.
he told me he needed time
i just hope he says yes soon

you're okay with him, though?

[ipswichson]

You might want to check with him. Just in case he's let go of time.

Yeah. He seems okay.
And I don't want someone in jail.

[guylining]

a time lord who loses track of time
honestly i wouldn't be surprised

i'll talk to him.

so uh
you want to talk about kyle?

[ipswichson]

This place, sometimes time just doesn't even feel right.


Nick talks about him enough for everyone.
Just be careful. For all the obvious reasons.

I don't want the next horrific video to be you.

But also fuck their rules. If that makes sense.

[guylining]

you know they published my list

half of it was arrestable, but they never came for me

don't know why

[ipswichson]

I know. I looked over it.
I'm so >.< at you.

Oh wait, no I'm not.

You have to wonder though, don't you?
Why some and not others?

Not that I want you punished. I couldn't stand that.
Maybe they know though it wouldn't change anything.

[guylining]

i've never really done well with being told NOT to do something

especially when it's so fucking stupid

i try to keep it under wraps, though. i don't flaunt it

[ipswichson]

Hey, I know you do.
And you don't owe me any explanations or answers.

I just worry about you.
You're the most important person in my life.
I'll do whatever I can to keep you safe and happy.

[guylining]

kyle wouldn't hurt me
he's helped me.
he's a good person

i promise

[ipswichson]

Nick and you both trust him.
I'm not worried about him.

This place sometimes gets to my head.
That's all. Promise.

I trust you with my life, Nate. I'm not worried about who you trust. Okay?

1/2

[guylining]

yeah

okay

but like i maybe don't always

you shouldn't put me on a pedestal, i've done stupid things too

[ipswichson]

I don't treat you any differently than I do my friends back home.

It's how I'm used to being because if I didn't, I could die.
And it's not much different here. Without you, I'm a target more than ever.
I feel like I should apologize for feeling safe with you after all I've been through here.

Do I assume you mean recently since you think it was stupid?

[guylining]

yeah

like right after the last finder
she saw my ad that said i was into fangs and she started hitting on me, and i hit on her back, and it just, like

she hit my pain kink really hard
and i think i might've given her one of her own
and it was really good

but like objectively getting in bed with her while she was minus her humanity was probably not the cleverest thing i've ever done

[ipswichson]

So after she killed Nick's friend and could have killed you.

Your life I guess. Literally.

Guess I'm glad you're finding people to give you what you need.

[guylining]

no it's not that

i didn't have a need, i just

i wanted her
and i didn't want to back down
and i wasn't afraid of her, in that moment
besides i cursed her, i knew she wouldn't kill me. she couldn't have

it wasn't need, it was just. pure hedonism, i guess
and if i'm honest that's what it is most of the time
i'm not like a great person, caleb. i don't want you to think i am

[ipswichson]

You cursed her and hoped it held, not ever having cast a spell on the likes of her before.
You didn't know 100% and you didn't care.

So I care about you too much and I'm not giving you what you need.
Fair enough. These are things I should know.
I feel like I should apologize for letting you down.

[guylining]

my god, that's not

i don't mean that at all

you've always given me what i need
always

[ipswichson]

Good then. I do hope you mean that.

I get it. You need to do what you need to do. With whomever you need.
Not like I'm in any position to say otherwise.
I wouldn't do that to you even if I was.
I spent years pushing away my friends trying to get them to value their lives. I won't do it to you.

Besides, I can see how it's easy not to worry about going too far here, testing those boundaries.
Not like anyone stays dead, or can't be healed. At least physically.

[guylining]

caleb i'm not trying to die

i value my own life, i'm terrified of dying again.

[ipswichson]

Then there's nothing to worry about.
I'm just worrying too much.

I'll work on controlling that. Old habits and all.

[guylining]

i was just trying to be honest with you

i do stupid shit in the heat of the moment because in the moment it feels good or seems like a good idea

that's what i'm trying to tell you

i'm that kind of idiot

it doesn't mean you're not enough or that i don't care about being alive or
any of that

2/2

[guylining]

i slept with hope