oh! i did meet him. he came to see me too. wanted to help me get through it all. you're right. he is.
i was having visions of your arm being ripped off and...
[ And he's suddenly remembering something else. ]
nate, i want to ask you a question but i understand if you don't want to answer this. do you remember me talking to you about my crush? on that guy that saved me from the gangs?
i started during the gang war fighting back, helping people, it made me feel like i had purpose again i hadn't felt that way since before i died it felt good.
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i never had pets growing up. i like our growing menagerie.
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i'd never be without them now though.
i hope they're ok without us.
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stephen has them and will watch them. tempest has likely been under my bed the whole time.
you have someone watching the dogs?
[Obviously the new house rule is that any major undertakings can only include two of the three of them from now on.]
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[ He really is out of it. ]
kyle. i asked kyle to.
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makes sense though.
screw them not just letting us take out a wall on that place.
[At the very least put in a doorway.]
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but we should
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we should, though. something else to do when we're out
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i'm glad they took eliot's place.
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we need to find someone else we want in that other place on the other side of kyle and nick
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i guess i should get on that.
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he's not a dominant but i do think you would like him. his name's jaskier
he's a singer
he came to visit me, he's really kind
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he came to see me too. wanted to help me get through it all.
you're right. he is.
i was having visions of your arm being ripped off and...
[ And he's suddenly remembering something else. ]
nate, i want to ask you a question but i understand if you don't want to answer this.
do you remember me talking to you about my crush? on that guy that saved me from the gangs?
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Oh. He'd actually forgotten about that. Everything that happened in the immediate aftermath of the portals appearing is a blur to him.
But now that Caleb says it... ]
i remember
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his magic.
weird, huh?
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i should have told you. i just sort of liked being with you when you didn't know, it was exciting.
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it was exciting and to me its kind of amazing.
i was falling for him. i still am, i guess.
i'm sorry if this ruined that for you.
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i shouldn't have kept it going for so long.
i'm a caped crusader.
surprise.
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everything else you do and you're a hero too.
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fighting back, helping people, it made me feel like i had purpose again
i hadn't felt that way since before i died
it felt good.
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you deserve to feel that way nate
i wonder if you know how much you've changed my life
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though
warlock helped me remember that i can care about others, and crush on others, and that I shouldn't let loss and pain keep me from that.
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